


…only twice but it was great.
I don’t want to give the show away and post too many photos…(by Pekka Mäkinen)
Some audience members were crying, hugging me real tight, saying very beautiful words. Some were very distant. That’s ok, too.
Today has been very slow for me. I’m down with a flu and don’t feel that good. But I’m performing tomorrow and on Saturday so I’m trying to gather my energy.
Somehow strange days, strange thoughts. Feeling the vulnerability of a live show. Donating my body.
Candles, fires, warmth, closeness. How wonderful to spend a day at home. Do some laundry, dishes, cook food, sit by the fire, set up Christmas lights, listen to the kids arguing. Thought about my sister, too.
Yes, death. Yes, time passing.
Johanna